My fear is deep for Kate and William’s recently revealed pregnancy…I hate that they were forced to tell so early. I see all this excitement about the royal baby, and I just hope upon hope that they don’t have to go from the jubilant high of “We’re pregnant” to the lowest of lows as it’s all snatched away. Having lost so many pregnancies now, this article resonates deeply, because every time I find out I’m pregnant I don’t feel excitement either, just sheer fear and panic. I don’t want to get attached, I don’t want to hope. I have had two of my seven babies make it into my arms…and they are such precious miracles for me. But sometimes you have to take one last chance…it just may be the one that works.