I got a positive test this morning. I think I’m about 10 days past ovulation. I’m honestly in shock. I don’t know why, I had a lot of symptoms, but I just didn’t think it would happen the first time (even though it always does.)
If you want to see my BFP, click here. Its actually fairly dark considering I had a BFN yesterday.
Right now I’m trying not to panic and also trying not to get my hopes up. I’ve never had my “first” pregnancy work out, I’ve always lost it. I know my past doesn’t predict my future, but its hard not to think about it.
I’ve been debating getting my HCG levels done. Part of me wants to just wait it out and see what happens, but the more obsessive part of me probably won’t let that happen. I’ll probably call the OB shortly and see if I can go in.
So I’m right back on the roller coaster with all of you, my dear readers. If you have some hope to spare I would appreciate it. I really hope that this works out – both for me and so that you all have some hope too. I will keep you all updated on what happens.